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Who is this person?
She is me. I used to be her. I don't know where she went. I just know I woke up one day and I was no longer me. I was this person I didn't know or even recognize. If you ask me today, this new version of me, well I don't know her at all, but I would really like to get to know the softer side of her and I look forward to seeing where she is headed with her new visions of life.
I have no regrets because my life has been good. Not all it could be, but it has been enough that I have stayed around for it. I have loved and been loved. I have made friends and a few have fallen off. It's all good. I have had a balance of challenges, health interruptions, career changes and life's financial exchanges.
Life has always just been enough. What happens when we get where we are going?
There seems to always be something "more" just out of reach. But just maybe this is where the "more" everyone is always talking about is. Do our dreams really die, or do they just lay stagnant to come back and move life forward again? Is this all there is?
Then one day I woke up old and broken in spirit wondering how I got here. Kinda sounds like birthday depression if you ask me or maybe these are the questions we begin to ask ourselves as we get older. Maybe it comes naturally as we get older with more life experience under our belt.
All I know, is this new me has so much more to offer this world than complacency. I will listen to my internal compass, and I will do the things that bring me back to my wild. I'm not ready for the pasture yet, unless that pasture brings me the peace of mind, body and soul that I've been searching for in all the crazy of the world around me. Or maybe I am the crazy the world needs. Who is this She?
I don't really know who I am supposed to be, but I know who I want to be.
I want to be the She.
"I want to be wild and free to be authentically me and not who the world thinks I should be." - T. McB.
I'm following the call into the wild. I'll see you on the other side, I'm just a call drop away.
Until then,
I will be riding off into the sunset on my horse, N.J. [The first and only horse I was ever on] and damn, now She was a wild ride! The universe has a way of letting you know when it is time to choose yourself as your own ride or die in life. Follow your path. Listen to your heart.
Never settle for less than you deserve.
Sincerely,
Every version of me
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